Saturday, December 29, 2007
Ouch!
T-Bone came up lame today. He's always had stifle issues, but it has been manageable. Today I went to lunge him and it was REALLY bad. So I put him in a stall and he's to get bute and stall rest for a day or two to see if that helps. I'm not sure if he slipped outdoors or something, or if this is his stifle problem blowing up in my face. Guess we'll see. In the meantime, I'm going out to ride tomorrow to work with other horses. So, at least I'll get some time in the saddle.
ugh.
Monday, December 17, 2007
It's cold, but that doesn't stop me
To my surprise, he started out swinging over the back like a pro! The trot tempo was relaxed, even and fluid. But, I still stuck to my plan and worked on loosening, suppling, etc. with some serpentines, circles, transitions. Toward the end, we were both warm so I threw in some shoulder in and travers. Hell, we even did a nice travers down the center line. I ended up working a little on counter canter too, starting with the loop from First-1 and endding up doing the canter serpentine from Second Level - both leads! Sweet! It isn't perfect, he still tends to get tense in the neck during CC, but I think that now he has the concept down and has gained some confidence, he should start to relax and that will go away. Like most horses, he gets most tense in the neck when you introduce something new or difficult - but has you practice and get better, the "falling down neck" slowing returns. Annnnd it makes the easy movements even MORE easy. :-)
I'm hoping I make it out a few more times this week and maybe we'll start to go back to some more of the diffcult stuff. I have a lesson Saturday as well, so I can get some more feedback.
peace!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
My cat.
Today I learned that my beloved cat, T.C. ("The Cat") has a heart condition known as hypertrophic cardiomyopathy. Bascially, his heart has enlarged and can longer efficiently pump blood through his body. As a result of this, T.C. has also developed a blood clot in his left hind leg. This clot is capable of traveling to other parts of his body at any time.
If he were a human, this condition would require a heart transplant.
Basically this means that my time with T.C. is now limited. The vets have said that because this was caught reasonably early, we may be able to extend his time left. But, in reality, it is still only a matter of months. (Unless he throws the blood clot). He will eventually enter into congestive heart failure.
There is no cure for HCM.
I can't even describe how heartbroken I am. He's my cat you know? We're buddies. He's been there for me through thick and thin, and has always been there to jump on my lap and make me laugh when I'm sad. My job now is to keep him as happy and comfortable as possible (he has some meds to help) ... and be strong when the time comes to make a decision, because no animal of mine will suffer. God bless him.
So, with that, I am going to back to eating unhealthy food and sobbing.
Monday, December 3, 2007
T-Bone has had about a week off due to weather, and the fact that I've been working later and just can't make it out there after dark, when it's cold you know? So this week I'm going to try to be better about that. Even the weekend went to hell because I had to finish moving (FINALLY!) and the fact that I partied like a damn rock star on Saturday night and couldn't function most of Sunday. Yeah, I was that lame. Complete with hiccups.
sooo ... slow news day. Sorry.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
The 3-beat gait
We also worked on more lateral work, which is starting to get more difficult. Travers on the wall is no problem at all - but ask us to do it down the center line - total disaster! ugh. Need to work on that. It's good to see where the holes are now, tho, so they can be fixed and you are better off down the road. He needs to be quicker off my leg for half pass too, we seem to make it to the center line and then it sort of "dies off".
I'm off to ride and work on more of the above. Maybe I'll write a non-dressage post later on. Sure to be much more interesting then lateral work. Maybe.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
A creature of habit
T-Bone just moved into a new field and is now living with about 6 or 7 other horses. He hasn't lived outdoors in a big group since he was 2 years old. He has a few "battle scars", but not bad. It looks like he'll fit in just fine. He's smart, and knows that the rest of the horses are indeed bigger than him. lol. It's great to see how his attitude has changed since living outdoors. He is so much more laid back (he was in the first place), and rarely has his "trantrums" anymore where he screams and bolts at random times. lol. This could also be due to a saddle that correctly fits now. Or a combo of both. But he has such a good attitude about work now - even when the movements get tough, he just goes along with it and tries his best. It's great. I'm so lucky to have him.
And a mental note: I really need to worm the horse. Geez. A trip to TSC is in order this week for wormer. Must. Worm. Horse.
Peace out!
Monday, November 5, 2007
Time to twiddle the thumbs
My life feels a little ... static right now, as it's come to that point in the year when horse shows have been over for a little while and I'm now feeling a little useless with nothing to prepare for. This summer was insane ... T-Bone and I went to at least one event (show/clinic) a month, sometimes more. The past couple of months were great to recover and regroup, but now I'm itching to get out again. But I can't ... because it's Indiana. And nothing happens in the winter. Ah well. I think if I went back and rad old blogs I would probably be saying the same thing during November. All I can do is stay focused on reaching our goals for next season (showing solid 1st/breaking into 2nd level). Plus, I guess I have other things in my life to distract me so I that I don't obsess over the angle of my shoulder-in for days on end. Winter is time for me to be a normal gal for once ... you know, and fret over things like boys, my job, friends, and what I'm going to do Friday night. I'm playing more guitar again, which has done wonders in lifting my spirits. Open mic may be in the future - who knows. It's been some time since I've played in front of an actual audience .. that is, if you count peeps at the Silver Dollar (RIP!) an audience. (Which is exactly what made it great). I'm also making efforts to get rid of my debt ... in preparation for the future when I want to purchase a house. I promised myself that if I could pay off at least half my credit card by Feb or March, I would buy myself a used waverunner at the end of next summer. This may be counterproductive, but I consider a waverunner to be a "stable" debt you know, like my truck payments. lol.
Well, I've written a pointless novel here. I do apologize. Maybe more mind-vomit to come within the next few days. Peace!
Today's lyrics:
Run now get away from me
if I can get my grip I'll pull you down
into the hell I call my head
you'll never get away
I sit down in my ugly place
and build walls out of fragments
from my past of all the people that I needed and loved that walked away
Monday, October 29, 2007
Half pass, check.
Today I did.
T-Bone was in such good frame of mind today, that I could basically work on anything I wanted. After warming up and doing some collected canter, I worked a little on half steps. We had only been asking for a little bit up until now, and of course it was confusing - I mean basically you are telling the horse to stop and go at the same time. Well today, he did it! It finally clicked! It's still just in the baby stages, as I have to ask him for half steps by doing turn on the haunches in the trot - this sort of forces him to collect and trot on the spot. But it was way cool!
I decided to leave half steps alone after that ... and moved on to half pass. (at the trot) I always start out doing shoulder in, circle at E, then travers to warm up. After I feel the lateral movements are going well, I picked a long side ... started shoulder-in and then I asked "Would you move sideways?" (with the appropriate aids of course, wouldn't it be nice if you could just vocally ask for the movements? haha!) ... and he did! I was watching in the mirror and was astonished to see a lovely half-pass. I only asked him to half pass from the wall to the quarter line, immediately dropped the reins and said "good horse!" and finished on that. My instructor happened to be watching too and was so tickled. I was so proud of my horse. I still can't believe what progress we've made since August.
That's all me gots for today. Peace!
Friday, October 26, 2007
Over the river and through the woods
Finally, I have a few moments to reflect on Sunday's trail ride. This week has been SO busy that I havn't been able to wrap my mind around much.
Anyway, the state park we went to was about an hour drive from the farm. We packed 7 horses into the trailer and off we went. T-Bone was an angel and loaded right up, having never been on a trailer of this size before - especially not one full with other horses.
We arrived safe and sound and unloaded. I went ahead and tied T-Bone to the hitching post thing "just to see" ... and was really impressed that he stood there like he does this everyday! I was expecting him to be nervous, looking around, ancy ... nope. A couple of people commented on how quiet he was. If only they could have seen him two years ago! His confidence and serenity now is a result of putting all that mileage on him. Finally, it's starting to pay off.
Once everyone was tacked up, we walked around for a bit and T-Bone was right off the bat incredibly relaxed and mellow. For a second I thought maybe I had the wrong horse. haha! And off we went into the woods. The scenery was gorgeous, and while we did spend a good time walking and enjoying the park - I'd say we mostly trotting and galloped like hooligans - scaring other trail riders off the trail and resulting in VERY tired horses at the end of the ride. All the hills I am sure made for a good workout for the horses. It's pretty cool how your dressage training pays off on the trails too. Our horses were by far the most obedient bunch, and during our galloping rampages - sometimes you had to make sharp turns around a tree or whatnot. No problem - just half half, add some leg, and T-Bone bends around the tree without a hitch. It really makes you feel a lot safer knowing that your horse is able to listen to you and not just fling himself around trees. Oh - we jumped a few logs too! Perhaps T-Bone has some eventer in him? He was afraid of NOTHING.
Even tho the other horses were all draft horses or draft crosses and larger than T-Bone, we not only kept up with the group but ended up way out in front for a while with a couple of other "speed demons." It was pretty cool. We were both tired at the end, and I've given him Tues, Wed and Thurs off to let his muscles recover.
Well I'm off to go ride now ... I think I'll make it an easy day. Peace out!
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Today's quote: "It seems only yesterday I used to believe
there was nothing under my skin but light.
If you cut me I could shine.
But now when I fall upon the sidewalks of life,
I skin my knees. I bleed." -- Billy Collins
Monday, October 22, 2007
The last lecture of Randy Pausch 1
Another video not horse or dressage-related, but truly nspirational. This is Randy Pausch, and he is dying of pancreatic cancer. This is his last lecture he gave to a university class. Watch it, it's worth it.
Friday, October 19, 2007
Trail ride!
Now I have to go shopping for bug spray. And bell boots wouldn't hurt either.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Around and around we go
So today was an amazing lesson. After warming up, we started working on shoulder-in down the long side, 10 meter circle at E or B, and then haunches-in (travers) when we got back to the rail. Lateral work is getting MUCH easier for T-Bone and altho it isn't perfect yet, every day gets better.
We moved on to some turns on the haunches at the walk - our best movement by far. After a couple of times each direction, my instructor (Jen) says to trot and think turn on the haunches at the trot. At first, both T-Bone and I were confused (it's a difficult movement to do), but when we did nail it - wa-lah - HALF STEPS! We didn't spend too long on this, just enough to let T-Bone know he was on the right track and that he was making good efforts. Canter work included some colelction exercises - including "think push his haunches out" at the canter, almost as if to make him cross his back legs. Well this resulted in a really uphill, collected canter. And when Jen said "think turn on the haunches in canter", it was as if we had been doing canter piroettes all summer ... ok, it wasn't as tight as it should be, but be nailed a very nice schooling half piroette. T-Bone's best gait is the canter and he has no problem sitting and cantering in a very collected fashion. It's so cool! Trot lengthenings will be a different story ... it's not his strong point, and never will be. We'll have to make everything else awesome in order to make up for a lack-luster extensions.
Toward the end, we did more shoulder-in down the long side, and half-pass off the rail to the quarter line. Our first steps of half pass! We did this at trot and canter. Half pass to the quarter line, then go straight. I wanted to make sure T-Bone knew what he was doing was correct, so I didn't push it any more than that. He was such a good horse today, what an amazing work ethic he has.
The horse gets vaccinated tomorrow (Tuesday) so I won't ride him again until Thursday. I can't wait to work more on my own on this exercises. What's really awesome is that by increasing the level of difficulty, all of a sudden the easy stuff gets SO much easier. My homework from Jen was to work on the counter canter loops that appear in Second Level Test 1 as well. Counter canter is a little difficult, and he needs to be more supple for sure. But it'll get there.
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In other news, I'm going to need to find another form of exercise over the winter to keep myself in shape. Now that softball is ending, I won't have that extra hour or so of exercise. It really helped my riding and I'll definately miss it. Maybe yoga or pilates will be a good choice.
Monday, October 8, 2007
Sunday, October 7, 2007
It's 92 and it's October
Tired human and pony!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Dressage: Behind the scenes, and life
The other great thing about riding alone in a large arena blasting music so loud my horse had a hard time hearing me talk to him, is that it really clears my head and relaxes me. Over the past 2 or 3 years I have tried really hard to try and connect with people more. I have always been shy and not one to open up, but lately I've been finding it easier and truthfully, pretty rewarding. I think allowing myself to be vulnerable (to certain people, mind you), is scary but also allows me to grow and bond with people who are open to that. The past few years have not been easy for me, and I've been through some situations I would never wish upon anyone - but its during these times you find out who your real friends are. It's sounds so cheesy and cliche, but it's true. For almost a year I was isolated from having any friends at all, and I have never felt so alone and sad. But even after I was able to escape that, they were still there for me. Now I am so much more aware of the qualities I want in a friend and how to seek out people who have those qualities. I will never let anyone treat me like shit ever again - friend or otherwise. I don't deserve that - no one does. Plus, there are so many other amazing people out there who are so selfless and compassionate. I mean seriously, in the past few months my faith in the human race, and more specially, in men, has really been restored. I was never bitter or hateful, but I was seriously weary. Ok sure, I may still have bad timing with boys but I can handle heartache. There are WAY worse things, I have learned. I just reflect back on when I was 23 ... intoxicated with this certain person to the point where I had tunnel vision. That period of struggling with myself and my heart taught me a lot - most importantly, if I can get over that kind of angst, I can get over ANYthing. I was convinced I'd "never meet another one like him." and that he's the "one who got away." ... but you know what? I was wrong. Yes, wrong. And this is one time where I was thrilled I was wrong. But at least I know what I want now, and I know that if I can meet more than one guy like that - than surely, there's one out there for me. Surely. Right? Right? I'm just going to wait here for him. One of these days my timing will be right.
Well this blog has turned into pointless ramblings. Somedays I don't even know how to verbalize what goes on in my head. So, sorry if you actually made it to the end. What a trooper. Anyway, I'll close with some dressage humor.
What dressage is really about:
A dressage test is a test of your skill against another competitor's luck.
Dressage is about achieving a harmonious working relationship with your horse, whose only idea of harmony is eating grass in a field.
If you want to end a drought or dry spell, wear a new jacket and Patey hat to an outdoor arena.
Untalented, difficult, aggressive horses have robust health and long lives.
Talented tractable horses are accident prone.
You will ride the best test of your entire life just prior to being disqualified for not wearing your gloves.
Horses do not improve their paces because you are wearing expensive German jodhpurs.
If you chose a disco theme for your dressage to music test then the judge will not be less than 90 years of age.
The less skilled the rider, the more likely they are to share their ideas and advice on riding a test.
If you are considering the services of a horse clairvoyant to help you with training then you have reached the point of total desperation - try the German jodhpurs instead.
If you fall off your horse in the arena you will have paid to have the test videoed.
If you are feeling confident before a show then three of the British team and one leading eventer will turn up to give their young horses some "experience."
Your horse will perform its best piaffe ever when you ask for extended canter.
No one cheats at dressage because no one has worked out how to.
It is surprisingly easy to end a test with a perfect square halt once you have scored a four for every other movement.
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Lyric of the day: "Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry, You don’t know how lovely you are. I had to find you, Tell you I need you, Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions, Aww let’s go back to the start" (Coldplay)
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Dressage cancelled
Friday, September 14, 2007
Injury
What bothered me was that he was getting so irritable during lateral work. Teeth grinding, locking his jaw, slinging his head at times. This is totally out of character for him - even on a fresh day - so I was getting a little concerned. Was I doing something wrong? I checked the bridle, his tongue was not over the bit or anything. So, we just ended the lesson on a good note.
It was after I had untacked him that I noticed what the problem probably was. Right on the inside of both of his hind ankles were two big gashes/rubs. They were fresh and bloody and about silver dollar size. He had been hitting himself the entire time! Gah! I have never had to wrap or boot his hind legs, but you bet I will be now! So I am giving him a couple days off so that those can heal a little bit. Poor guy! We have been started a lot of difficult movements which includes much leg yielding and shoulder in so I bet in his efforts to balance himself and try to place his feet right, he's hit himself. Its boots or wraps from now on!
Thursday, September 6, 2007
A critique
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Here we go again
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Move your ass over. (a.k.a. Travers)

<----- Now compare the straight horse, to the one in travers. (haunches in) What really fascinates me is that the aids for right lead canter, travers to the right and right half pass are all the same. How does the horse know which one to do?
Your weight.
Gold star if you answered correctly.
These movements are all building blocks for the future, which looks fantastic.
My instructor said her goal was to have T-Bone and I soild Prix St. George in two years.
I almost cried.
And so to finish out the lesson we worked a bit on developing the trot and this will be T-Bone's major weakness: the mediums and extensions. He needs some major stength building in his stifles and this is why we are starting now to develop this so that we are not totally screwed up shit's creek when we want to show.
That is all for today!
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Today's quote: “There are easier things in life than trying to find a nice guy...like nailing jelly to a tree for example”
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Introduction
This blog's primary purpose is for me to document, analyze (otherwise, overanalyze) and review the training and progress of myself and my horse through our dressage journey.
However, be warned it may include off-topic subjects such as life, dating advice, work (or what I do when I'm not riding) nonsense about my cat and why I enjoy TV shows like "Rock of Love."
I do not expect anyone to read this, but if you do - you've been warned.
