Thursday, November 19, 2015

I didn't make it


Sorry to keep posting seriously depressing shit.

I never made it to see my friend. She died before I could make the drive. I'm not sure if I need to beat myself up with regret or not. I was lucky to have been able to spend those hours with her a couple of weeks ago.

In the end, this isn't about me. It's about her and her family.

Still sucks losing such an important mentor and friend. Basically a second mother. I wouldn't have Hampton if it wasn't for her. He wouldn't even exist. He is part of her long-reaching legacy. So am I.

I hope I can make her proud!

This is Susie and 18+-hand Hayden at the farm in Indiana.


If there is a heaven (I don't know the answer to that) .... there are HUNDREDS of animals who are super happy right now.
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9 comments:

  1. Nicku BNovember 20, 2015 at 12:29 AM

    I'm so sorry for your loss and that her legacy lives on in Hampton <3

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  2. Codex DressageNovember 20, 2015 at 8:36 AM

    So sorry for your loss. I can't imagine not making it in time to see her.

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  3. redheadlinsNovember 20, 2015 at 9:06 AM

    I'm so sorry. Don't beat yourself up for things you can't change though. Take comfort in your memories and honoring her as you move forward with your life.

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  4. LoveLaughRideNovember 20, 2015 at 10:18 AM

    Hugs.

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  5. emmaNovember 20, 2015 at 11:14 AM

    so very sorry for your loss

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  6. CathrynNovember 20, 2015 at 11:40 AM

    Hugs to you <3

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  7. L.WilliamsNovember 20, 2015 at 11:42 AM

    I am so sorry :( Definitely do not beat yourself up over it *hugs*

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  8. SprinklerBanditNovember 20, 2015 at 1:00 PM

    I'm glad you got to see her when you did.

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  9. SarahWNovember 20, 2015 at 1:36 PM

    I'm so sorry.

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